Everyday I’m trying to find out ways to cope.

27 April 2020 Monday

When he woke, it was business as usual.
We spoke about the news, the events that happened in the gaming world, and whatnot.
I stayed vigilant, trying to filter things that I would say that wouldn’t trigger him or make him mad.
Yesterday I had finished a ton of work, and now I have time. I still have a lot to do, but now these things are something that I actually enjoy doing.

He complained about difficulty breathing. His sides hurt, his hips hurt, his digestive system is not too healthy.

I tried to show concern, by touching him and soothing him, and this was how I showed my care.

Today, he is gonna wake up, ask for food, watch some news, and play some games. I will be watching him play some games and play it with him too. #

He woke up.
I gotta scoot. Till tomorrow.

 
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