Zen.

Here’s the thing about revenge: it blows things out of proportion.

For some of us (myself included), perfection is the answer to every chaos. If we’re lucky and things go smoothly, we never feel the need to better ourselves. But once tricky events start happening, we are forced to go out of our comfort zones and really test our sanity.

I am very critical about myself. About the way I look, speak, walk, or project myself. In fact I am very aware about the details of my life, that I tend to obsess when things go haywire. This is detrimental for me because it paralyses me in a way that it leads me further into a sinking hole, and sometimes I’m surprised that I can still make it out alive.